If you didn't kill him on the spot, he's not worth scolding. I'd love to ask him how he ruffled your feathers.
[ that's just fun. anyway, she seems pleased for some reason besides that, shifting closer to let others pass as the train slows for the first stop of many and then stepping back once they've all shuffled out.
... her arm's getting tired already. she'll preserve. ]
Obviously my favorite person is March, but I've met a lot of others I like too... I can't really name any least favorites actually. No bad first impressions, I guess.
Now I definitely won't tell you about him. I'm not giving him ammunition.
[There's that twitch of his hand at his side as she steps close, as to pull her in to prevent her from being trampled, but he refrains.]
March...ah. You two are peas in a pod. Cut from the same cloth. I could go on. They really breed overly friendly busybodies at some kind of factory, huh.
[ good thing too since her and kaito are also peas in a pod. ]
I'd never tell someone my secrets of handling you, Mr. Gaze. They're for my eyes only.
[ coward. hold her close see what happens. ]
I think we're the only ones like that, actually! You've just had the fortune of meeting us both. Most people I've met are more like Ishmael, which I don't really mind... but it's nice to be around someone and know they're enjoying your company.
[Why do I need to want anything? You really can't imagine someone might want to get to know you because they're interested? Just because they want to, not because they want something from you?]
[Unlike her, the words ring out clear in his head. He never really was able to answer that directly, too distracted by the words she used after. Roland's words.]
[He opens his mouth, closes it.]
[He turns his gaze away.]
I should ask you that, I suppose. [...] I don't know.
[He actually does look back at her with that, with eyes bright - like candles flickering behind grimy windows somehow in a forgotten house.]
...There's a fine line between getting to know me as a person and wanting to know me as a subject of study, Miss Weiss. Take care you don't tread into the latter.
If you were firm about it, I'd stop. You can't force someone to change how they feel about you -- I've tried.
[ and failed, again and again and again. elijah did, anyway, and she moves her gaze to the scrolling words of their next destination. shinjuku feels so far off suddenly. ]
But you've made the mistake of relenting, [ back to a lighter tone, near teasing, ] so I'll take it. No more grumping about me wanting something from you, got it?
[ it sounds almost like a nice nickname rather than a disparging one and she giggles, the train slowing and more get off; she takes the chance to slip into a seat and pats the one beside her. ]
Then, if you want, take a seat. We've still got another to go... Mr. Goose.
[ less of a chance to bump into each other, but he'd better take the seat before someone else does. they are quite popular. stand in front of her for all she cares. ]
It so does! Goose are extremely aggressive waterfowl, but it's all about respect. If you understand their boundaries and let them get used to you, you'll eventually be able to sit right next to them with little issue. Feeding them helps too.
[ he's a goose...! ]
Or so I've read. Too bad there's no cute goose merch though, or I'd get us matching waterfowl.
[ look, she's taking his inch and stretching a mile. ]
[ wooooow he's getting grumpy again? watch out everyone, scientists just discovered that water is wet! ]
And I'm happy to learn them! It'll give me new ideas for befriending others, too.
[ an expansion on her three step plan... still three steps but more options... ]
Why not? I'll make sure yours is discreet if you'd like, I just figured I'd do something like a headband or clips for myself. To keep my hair out of my face.
I know that. But I was kind of happy you compared me to one, because they've been my favorites since I was younger. I even had a pen back home with a duck's head on it!
[ so joke's on you, old man, she's always loved them. and while "younger"... isn't wrong, it still isn't right. the thought lingers in her mind as it always does and she pushes it away with a soft smile. ]
Only my book came with me, though. It's not a very special book, by the way, I just use it to keep track of this and that.
[The mention of book gets him to squint - of course it does. It draws back to that concept of the Library, once more. And this woman being so squarely in that concept, like a muddled painting he can't understand.]
You couldn't have know, Mr. Gaze. I'm sure you wouldn't have said anything if you did.
[ ... maybe. but from any other angle, he's really being sweet on her. ]
Yup! It has my three step friending process, recipes I'd like to try, notes about the people I know... plans, hobbies, projects -- anything and everything under the sun. It might sound like it's a mess, but I make sure to keep it all outlined neatly and labeled properly.
[ it also has every name of the people they've booked, the abnormalities she'd suppressed, and the general timeline of the city across pages of research, but dwbi. ]
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[He lets out a gruff little noise.]
Going to go give him a scolding to protect my dignity?
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[ that's just fun. anyway, she seems pleased for some reason besides that, shifting closer to let others pass as the train slows for the first stop of many and then stepping back once they've all shuffled out.
... her arm's getting tired already. she'll preserve. ]
Obviously my favorite person is March, but I've met a lot of others I like too... I can't really name any least favorites actually. No bad first impressions, I guess.
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[There's that twitch of his hand at his side as she steps close, as to pull her in to prevent her from being trampled, but he refrains.]
March...ah. You two are peas in a pod. Cut from the same cloth. I could go on. They really breed overly friendly busybodies at some kind of factory, huh.
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I'd never tell someone my secrets of handling you, Mr. Gaze. They're for my eyes only.
[ coward. hold her close see what happens. ]
I think we're the only ones like that, actually! You've just had the fortune of meeting us both. Most people I've met are more like Ishmael, which I don't really mind... but it's nice to be around someone and know they're enjoying your company.
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[MALKUTH.....HORSE GIRL.........]
Mm. I guess if you need the reassurance. It doesn't matter to me, anyways. People will cozy up to you to get what they want.
[So he doesn't put much trust in that.]
[Not anymore.]
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[ april fools......
though. on the topic of wanting something. they... argued about that, didn't they? or she got offended about it... kind of fuzzy. ]
What do you think I want for all my trouble with you, then? If anything.
[ stop questioning this, she'd said, frustrated and drunk, looking up at him with the same bright eyes. ]
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[Unlike her, the words ring out clear in his head. He never really was able to answer that directly, too distracted by the words she used after. Roland's words.]
[He opens his mouth, closes it.]
[He turns his gaze away.]
I should ask you that, I suppose. [...] I don't know.
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[ simple as that. ]
In who you are, what made you this way, what you want to do in the future -- all of that and more. I'm not expecting anything out of this, Vergilius.
[ just. she likes to get to know people, now that she has the chance. ]
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...There's a fine line between getting to know me as a person and wanting to know me as a subject of study, Miss Weiss. Take care you don't tread into the latter.
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what? instead of what? ]
Can I?
[ get to know him. ]
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[No. No, can't be that. Why did he think that? They were drunk. She literally doesn't remember.]
[He breathes out a sigh between gritted teeth, before relaxing slightly. She's looking up like its the easiest thing to stare into his eyes.]
[She should stop that.]
....Not like I could stop you if I tried.
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[ and failed, again and again and again. elijah did, anyway, and she moves her gaze to the scrolling words of their next destination. shinjuku feels so far off suddenly. ]
But you've made the mistake of relenting, [ back to a lighter tone, near teasing, ] so I'll take it. No more grumping about me wanting something from you, got it?
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[Then again, this seems to track with her. Miss Malkuth trying her best. Throwing herself at the wall. Again and again. Paddling hard.]
[He shakes his head - his bangs move with it, like he's a shaggy dog who hasn't been brushed in ages.]
I'm as stubborn as you, though. I can do what I want. [There's a light edge to his tone - also possibly teasing.] Miss Duck.
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Then, if you want, take a seat. We've still got another to go... Mr. Goose.
[ less of a chance to bump into each other, but he'd better take the seat before someone else does. they are quite popular. stand in front of her for all she cares. ]
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[His posture is horrible, as he's leaning over with his arms resting on his legs.]
Goose doesn't even fit.
[Just saying.]
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[ he's a goose...! ]
Or so I've read. Too bad there's no cute goose merch though, or I'd get us matching waterfowl.
[ look, she's taking his inch and stretching a mile. ]
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I don't agree with that. [A OFFENDED HUFF.] You still have a lot of ways to go than just giving me dinner.
[also]
You want matching...merch. Really.
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And I'm happy to learn them! It'll give me new ideas for befriending others, too.
[ an expansion on her three step plan... still three steps but more options... ]
Why not? I'll make sure yours is discreet if you'd like, I just figured I'd do something like a headband or clips for myself. To keep my hair out of my face.
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[UGH!! FRIENDSHIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
I don't want any merch. [>8/] You don't need to get any duck merch, either. That's silly.
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[ she is in her midthirties let her have duck stuff. she'll look so cute... let your heart doki, verg. ]
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[More like a neutral thing but who's counting, right.]
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[ so joke's on you, old man, she's always loved them. and while "younger"... isn't wrong, it still isn't right. the thought lingers in her mind as it always does and she pushes it away with a soft smile. ]
Only my book came with me, though. It's not a very special book, by the way, I just use it to keep track of this and that.
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I really can't win with you, can I...
[The mention of book gets him to squint - of course it does. It draws back to that concept of the Library, once more. And this woman being so squarely in that concept, like a muddled painting he can't understand.]
That so. A regular journal, then?
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[ ... maybe. but from any other angle, he's really being sweet on her. ]
Yup! It has my three step friending process, recipes I'd like to try, notes about the people I know... plans, hobbies, projects -- anything and everything under the sun. It might sound like it's a mess, but I make sure to keep it all outlined neatly and labeled properly.
[ it also has every name of the people they've booked, the abnormalities she'd suppressed, and the general timeline of the city across pages of research, but dwbi. ]
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[HE IS WORRYING ABOUT IT. HE SHOULD WORRY ABOUT IT. OPEN UP THE LISA FRANK ABNORMALITIES BOOK]
How diligent. Just like an office worker. [A beat.] Guess that means you have notes on me.
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malkuth vc this isn't the kind of conversation you have before a drink or two
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