[No of course it won't go anywhere. They've been playing these good parts, having sweet intimacy with each other, but it feels
empty, in a strange way. Not on his end, but the more he's reminded of moments like this, where Malkuth dances out of his reach in the arms of others, and he's left wanting, hungry. He tells himself he deserves it. Now, the more things go along, the more it eats at him.]
[ wow sir keep your heavy hardness for someone else?? ]
... Didn't think you'd ever ask me about something like that, but sure. [ Wow. Is this bonding? Pre-smoothie bonding???? ]
We met during the mission where we had to infiltrate an auction, so LILITH had us pose as a couple when we got paired up. It was a little awkward at first, but we wound up working well together and he told me back then that he wouldn't let anyone lay a finger on me. So I decided we should be friends and spent a long time just trying to get him to accept that.
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[No of course it won't go anywhere. They've been playing these good parts, having sweet intimacy with each other, but it feels
empty, in a strange way. Not on his end, but the more he's reminded of moments like this, where Malkuth dances out of his reach in the arms of others, and he's left wanting, hungry. He tells himself he deserves it. Now, the more things go along, the more it eats at him.]
No. I wasn't. Not really.
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... ]
Then maybe we both need to have some pretty important talks with people soon. [ The same source, but different topics. ]
Because you might not agree with me, Mr. Vergilius, but I think we both deserve to know where we stand.
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[He does. At this point, something has to give.]
Do you have faith in Izou, March 7th?
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[ Firmly. ]
But that doesn't mean I still can't be hurt. Especially when he didn't tell me about it at all.
I just have faith that... if we do talk about it, we can work it out from there. I know he'll hear me out.
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...Distract me. Tell me how you two met. You're fond of him.
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... Didn't think you'd ever ask me about something like that, but sure. [ Wow. Is this bonding? Pre-smoothie bonding???? ]
We met during the mission where we had to infiltrate an auction, so LILITH had us pose as a couple when we got paired up. It was a little awkward at first, but we wound up working well together and he told me back then that he wouldn't let anyone lay a finger on me. So I decided we should be friends and spent a long time just trying to get him to accept that.
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He's much sweeter than expected under the surface, huh. Then again, not real subtle...
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[ It's adorable. ]
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[A pause. Prickly, right...]
You know his occupation, yes?
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[Not judging, but just a little surprised.]
You're okay with it?
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[As far as her choice, goes.]
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... I think we've come out of it stronger.
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Stronger? Hrm. In what way?