[No of course it won't go anywhere. They've been playing these good parts, having sweet intimacy with each other, but it feels
empty, in a strange way. Not on his end, but the more he's reminded of moments like this, where Malkuth dances out of his reach in the arms of others, and he's left wanting, hungry. He tells himself he deserves it. Now, the more things go along, the more it eats at him.]
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[No of course it won't go anywhere. They've been playing these good parts, having sweet intimacy with each other, but it feels
empty, in a strange way. Not on his end, but the more he's reminded of moments like this, where Malkuth dances out of his reach in the arms of others, and he's left wanting, hungry. He tells himself he deserves it. Now, the more things go along, the more it eats at him.]
No. I wasn't. Not really.