Not at all - ah - easy.

[The murmured little noise comes with the digging in of his fingers - to remind him. To let him see in his mind's eye what started this whole awful journey. This reckless path of uninhibited desire.]

[He's nipping at his nose for that one.]

But then again, isn't that the fun of me, too? You wouldn't like me if I just fell into your arms for nothing.